La la Laa ~

(
ehhh this new years eve went to church @ 9 pm!!

then after it went sorta worse fromt here~~!!

I hope the rest of the year isn't like this =_=""

got so angry @  my mum today cause she said I didn't want to go see the fire works =_____=||
i would never say that..its so unfair.....i know it sounds so trivial
but she made my go home instead of letting my go with my sister and friends to go watch fireworks. she didn't care about me going to sleep or whatever she just reckoned hey can't fit 6 ppl in a car. She doesnt all the time newayz and doesnt give a damn.

I just thought it was really unfair.....

also we left early from church aswell coz of that..could of stayed longer it just ruined my night it seemed ......oh well i'll get over it eventually..
it just ruined any mood of new year..

arghh...2008 ... must start preparing for my final year at high School how sad....:(

just want to sleep .................

A chain on facebook~~!!

can't believe I joined = _ = ||

but it is pretty cool.


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Think about what you are reading ok. because it's the truth.

Why do we ((sleep)) in [[church]],
But stay ((awake)) through a [[2 hour movie]]?
Why is it so ((hard)) to talk about [[God]],
but so ((easy)) to [[Gossip]]?
Why are we so ((bored)) when we look at a [[Christian magazine]],
but find it ((easy)) to read [[Playboy]]?
Why is it so easy to ((ignore)) a [[Godly]] Facebook Wall Post,
Yet we ((repost)) the [[nasty]] ones?
Why are ((churches)) getting [[smaller]],
But ((bars and clubs)) are [[growing]]?
Think about it, are you going to repost this?
Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?
Would You Have Opened This if it Said.... Read This In Gods Name.

80 % of you wont repost this.

Jesus Christ said:
"If you deny me in front of your friends I will deny you in front of my father

hmmm  i dont like formals.
The food was bad. and not worth $60~~
$60 X 200 people = $12000
just to rent the place, eat a two course meal and hire a DJ..

wat a waste of money~~i think haha
Everyone for main course had a breast of chicken , potatoes, mushrooms and zuuichini.
Coz  im a vegetarian i had some really disugsting thing capiscian with i DONT KNOW what inside...but it was weird.....and 3 small cherry tomatoes on tops..haha swap most of it with my friend for some of her potato~~ heehhe

hmm but i liked the dessert which was one scoop of chocolate ice cream. it just melted in ur mouth..also had chocolate cake, but not so nice..highlight of the night..
>__,,>
hahaha

i wore my mums shoes that were really big and heavy so i cant really dance like my friend haya...
shes like jumping up and down without shoes..

the songs i can remember..was ..

Macerna ..
Greece LIghtning
Beautiful Girl by Sean Kingston <3 love this song
Hook my up BY The Veronicas
Some songs by Justin Timberlake
In the End- LInkin Park ..so awesome
some old songs..like LOve SHACK and Michael Jackson and Heaven on Earth,

music is okay but mostly hard to dance too hahaha..
teachers gone like crazy..

took some photo with the professional~ coz our camera didnt work!! or the batteries? i charged them all night and they DIDNT WORK..maybe i charged it for too long?
so sad..cant take many pictures!!
i only got to take 5 at the begining then it stopped working TT
im going to buy a camera soon..with in  built battery!!!
CYBER SHOT i want >>


the background looked really nice..BUT I HAD NO CAMERA
damn~~~

ohwell..T__T next year maybe...though the scenery wont be as good. wagh

have some photos up soon maybe..

huh...\

>...<
         

Today i went to my sisters church for the first time in a couple of years...
I went with my friend from school and it was her first time so i went too..

It starts at 10 but the person picking me up would come at 9:15
I woke up at 7:30 but then was so tired went back to sleep until 9:00 =__="|

Felt so tired for some reason......

anyway brought an iceblock and ate it  in the car..

Felt sort of sick eating an iceblock in the moving car~~

@ Church at the beginning felt fine.....

Then I started feeling headachy.......so sort of leaned against the side of the pew..its NOT that the pastor was boring.
It was actually really interesting. But I found it hard to concentrate. my head felt really dizzy..

The first time was around 3 Weeks ago on Saturday. In the morning at around 8:30 then driving instructor came like half an hour earlier than he said he would so i still felt really sleepy. And I had to drive~~ almost killed both of us.......I felt really sick and the car was really stuffy even after opening all the windows still felt really sick.......then the teacher said they would end the lesson earlier and that the next lesson would be longer....but they havn't called back since. =_=||

The same thing happened also on a sunday but at a different church. I was sitting there in the middle..my head felt really hot even though it was a very cold day.. then when i couldn't take it anymore so I just said to my friend "I need to go to the toilet" so then I had to pass all through this people to get out. In the toilet .......I made it just in time before throwing up. Then I felt better after washing my face and eating some chewing gum.

I think i felt so sick almost like vomiting during the morning service...
the worst thing was that I didn't have enough energy to keep on standing up while they were singing....i felt really guilty..I felt sort of felt like fainting when I stood... When I was leaning against the pew and closed my eyes and tried to concentrate.........

my sister thought i was sleeping =__=|| so she sent a message to my phone =__= and u could hear it making the sound of the message.......she wrote
"JOY WAAAAAKE UP!"

=__="' i never was a sleep anyway gah..so many ppl prob thought i was sleeping but i wasnt......so wasn't

but i guess everyone who i didnt say it too will think i fell asleep when i wasn't...............

morning sickness for people who are NOT pregnant..?

http://www.medhelp.org/forums/gastro/messages/38074.html

sounds like the 15 year old on this page..

Hmm School started so sad..~~erm..

yes...Tomoorow Im going to drive for the first time ever in my life!

Hooray??
no..i m scared to like almost death!! hahahah i have this strange nightmares of crashing..and other stuff...but it aint going to happen because im going to pray to god ^________^!!

hmm teacher is charging like $55 for an hour and a half lesson..pplz say he teachers slowly so there will be a need for more lessons.........=__="" im gonna go broke

um ohwell.. i think..the price will only go up and my parents will go older  and no one will teach me..XD XD XD

damn damn ..

hmm still dont know how to add images here~~
Click for bigger view~!

Um sunday...Went to church at 9am! Jane went for the first time to the morning service~ today didn't stay for Teenage worship ~~ Sory i think i was supposed to do projector.

dum dum dum
Then went to Avcon...Amanda changed into her Yukata and me into cosplay again..sorta..

We watched some anime I think...played Wii~~! Wario? so fun haha..
ummmzzz walked around more than went to take sticker photos..@ morning glory haha~

   The  funniest naruto and kakashi ever~~
  DOnt know but awesome tail~~!! and costume

I thought this was Jrock cosplay @ first~ But still an awesome Riku~

will add more later..too tried now  

HAhah so tired today! I just realise now.!! had to stay up late and sew the rest of cosplay!

im so slack. .... so hard to wake up like at 7:55 AM~~so early!! early than school days and church days~..
have to catch the 8:44 bus~ had to run..then remember i forgot my headress!! omg~ im like NOOOOO must get it..!
then janes like have to wait for another 15 minutes
and she said BUY ONE IN THE CITY.

wtheck~ u cant buy it  = __ =''' u have to MAKE IT LA.......

so i was like NOOOOOOOOOOO but still went on bus.. eh didnt want to be too late haha 9:00 am open for pre register ~~

haha reached there at like 9:10 we met amanda! go to avcon! missed the line awww..!!but okay~ went in early than non preregistered..not many pplz waiting..umm in t here nothing much to do~ stare at other pplz! looks at the clothes.

erm entered the art comp..hahaha..just sumbitted the picture i drew for  my design poster ^^"

haha my first picture using tablet and photoshop~ but still i love my orignal the most~~haha pencil (^_--)b

ermm took some photos..bought like 6 copic markers! hahaha i was sad last year wen i went to buy it @ the end..but they like ran out of the ones i wanted~ so today that was the first thing! hahah !then decied i want a avcon t-shirt..shold of bought it earlier though..cheaper..but forgoet..iits too big...

bought rozen maiden manga~ i have the anime in chinese~~ haha but only watched a bit..

ermm Natashi <3 lent me one litre of tears awesome~ HAHAHA cant wait to watch though need ot find time..and maybe burn it coz it takes me ages~to watch stuff!! thanks!!

watched avcon idol for the first time! it was a bit weird.!! haha  but some were really good but some not so good!
hahah though had to leav half way through since my mum sed she brought me headress hahah ~~ so went to meet her~~ hhahah

then went to the j-fashion parade!! hahaha so scary la~ most ppl are nice...kk hehe
saw vela_chan ~~! finally see her bou cosplay its awesome!! !! ^_____^!! hair is so cool! and really accurate!!Also saw tamaras sister Natasha! really cool wa -lolita [?] costume~~hahaha

other were really good too~~was like WOW ~ i wanna photo..haha

hn......saw some anime..one about a girl..dont really know wat about..something making a badn..then somewhere else it says that the anime was about something totally different..haha

 wanted to watch live action but they take too long to set up so cant be be bothered waiting...wat else...wanted to see gameshow but they were behind schedule too..

saw ppl gaming~  umm saw DEATH NOTE COSPLAYERS! first was a couple a light and a L..another was .. a sort of 美男子 cosplay L..hahaha

wanst really sure..if they were ..so had to ask them first...then confirm and take picture haah but closed my eyes in most of the photos im sad.. =[

haha ummmmmz talked to some ppl i thikn i knew online..write more later.. TIRED must wake up early for church!

cant upload photos coz damn computer!! wait till school!

but this is one of tasha's photos..!!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v253/sugartweety10/P7211151.jpg?t=1185026752

im fat face..

argh!
I went to dye my hair today~!!so expensive

OMMMMMMMMMMG wish i didn't

ehh im so glad i didn't dye it last year hahah for bou cosplay..

um the hair dresser didn't really do it very well..though prob my problem too..
i guess....its like HIDEOUS!

i can never go in public again..
omg i have kumon today T^T

i don't think i will ever dye it again after this~!

wait..except for back to  BLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
never choosing a coloured hair cosplay ever again!!

only black hair coloured cosplay!!

BLACK FOR EVER~~!!!!!!!!!!
OMG IM GONNA DIE!

its all thanhs fault

holiday going so fast..damn~!!

not enough time..
dont realy do much except procastinatng..

i need to find driving instructor soon~
wah! hopefully i can find one by 2moro! or phone  up some and ask how much they charge..
!!!!

eh did like nothing today~ since janes not here no one to take me to  badminton WAH.
oh i crahsed my dads bike into a tree 2day and the chain slipped off so it doesnt work anymore..!!

ehhhhhhhhhhh i dont kno how my dad will get to work 2moro (-__-')''and we only have one car....

hahahahah ...eh..its not funny.im gonna be in big trouble .................

cosplay !! 10 % finished...

omg..avcon is here so soon. less than 2 weeks.
afer this must go back making cosplay.. im not really sure if will finish..so much to do XD ..
@ the most only 2 ppl might read this!!

so are you two going to the launch party on friday???????

So happy even though i think *somebody* blocked me on msn ^__^v!!
doesnt matter~!! I think i annoyyed them too much on purpose anyway~

Injections hurt~!! (T_T)

went to school late~!! Too cold.
ermmm did nothing in st and 2nd lesson.

In maths teacher still didnt give us bak maths exams sodid nothing much except start new text book..

Austudy..listening to Mp3......

lunch..tried to find teacher to change subjects!! not there...talking..

Chinese~ went there substitute~ so Asked her if i could go change subjects..~!! got her to sign my planner~ then left hehe.
teacher was there already with some year 12 so wrote me a note for an appointment on monday.. in my free lesson :=[ =[
then saw J.E walking ..home?? Nope she was going to practise piano in her free lesson~!! SO i went with her~~ we had to ask some weird substitute music teacher for permission to use the ensemble room. Aww ms Hewton is on long service leave T__T!
she's a really nice music teacher ~ sorta sad i quit music now.. but glad ..dont have the substitute..

played piano ~~ hehe J.E is really good XD XD XD !!
played until 2:19 then decide to go quickly back to chinese since she told me to come back after seeing the teacer.
sit for for 5 minutes. then it was end of lesson.

ehh went to design~! stole some of G. songs off her mp3. and put some random one in heres~

listened to T.s mp3 ..i want those japanese songs.. XD

went home. XD XD XD
After school today~!!
went home!! practised piano~~!! then went to KUMON!!
^_______^
hahah we are having an ASHR one year prentation with some random MP on july the 3rd. i dont wanna and cant go coz got japanese!
kumon sup. wants to make me late!  (-___-;)

AND AUNTY CLAUDIA is back from JAPAN ~osaka!!
hehe!!
she managed to find the Ancafe CD!! i think in tower records!!
hahahahahh AHHAHAH im so HAPPY
!!! [nyappy?] o(≧∀≦)o 
she bought koumo cosmos and Shikasai Moment!!!!!!!!!!
Shikasai moment has tekeusta kousen in it~!
my fave~!! coz i love their costumes in it t ~ hahahahaha!!

thankyou so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_____^!! <3 <3 <3 !

need to do japanese homework..

...meh~!! no~~~~~

exams are here..! im dead!!
hehe!!

and Chem test~~ :( and its not even chem exam ..im so scared abt chem exam..
and not to think of it..MATHS. I did okay for maths tests..but i cant remember ..everything from the beginning of the semester damn!! wahh!!

hmm tomoorow is CHINESE!

hahaha im sorta scared..since we are having an exam abt stuff we were supposed to learn rite..?
but We didnt LEARN ANYTHING in Chinese~ nothing..all i remember..excursion...preparing for open day..preparing for a teacher to come watch us... thats ALL..

man..hehe i borrowed a dictionary ..but not really sure if I will use it.

still have no time~
design due soon..hehehe i drawing picture of YUE.. hahaha ~~~might as well as I need drawings for the pos. cosplay..hehehe

need to study..hydrocarbons.

bye~~

yup not much time left.
of this long weekend.
*was* planning to do a lot of homework.

but will now have to do it now. i mean after this. yeah
i finished off a series of unfortunae events. so sad. wat a interesting series it was :(
i think its the first long series i have finished reading.

anway.
yesterday went with THANH and her sister to city.
actually thats not true.

went to church in city then.
after 5 hours or something went to meet thanh~!
haha

i was late. dunnoz.
heheh .
the band thing was band atm. so thenTHANH wanted to eat something.
like CREPES. so walking down.  to CHINA TOWN. then she CHANGED HER MIND to want to go to the bakery house thats korean.
i saw TTTTEEEEERRYYY with some chinese guy (><)? but the walking away. he's wearing the same scarf hehe kkk
but thanh wanted to go. wah.
went to her BAKERY BUT NOT EVEN A BAKERY WTH.

it was a gift shop. oh well. nice shop. hehe.
more korean goodness..expensiveness thou. leejunki stuffs.but expensive and i have a lot already.

eh/ then CREPE SHOP WAS CLOSEed lol.
haha just today, so went to sushi train so thanh could eat  rippoff green tea icecream?.

i think 2 bands were okay..@ the battle of the bands thing! @ the bustop after i recorded some hehe.and recorded it on video~!!
but that girl annoyed me.. lol no-shirts band~ hahahaha so gay!! like its winter dumbasses!!
i still dont know who won since the went over time..the bus came after i waited for like 45  minutes! but go to watch a but more.

Started on cosplay~ dont kno if i should continue or study.. eh@


2moro Japanese exam [written]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DOG! 7 years old today! I think!
actually their b'day just same day as queens.
well better not make this too long.
BYE!@

i think im still sick.

hehe went walking @ nite.
so cold.

i think im in love with a voice~
hehe i really liked evan [korean singer!!] first from his voice.
then saw his picture~!
so cute ^o^

anyway was listening to the same cantonese sbs radio station as my mum~!
then i really liked this one voice.~!!!!!

Yup i think i will start listening every week now.

haha im so weird.
but that voice is cool XD XD XD

i think i'm really sad..
i feel stupid..
haha
....

well..
i'm glad now than never that i found out..

just..

try forget the past..

yup >w<!

from now on........no more

talk of L and Deathnote look-a-likes

ever..

i'm finished........
im stupid..

and people saw
im so not doing deathnote cosplay now..

nope...

i might do YUE.

but I dont have much time to do..
i shall try for L's 2moro i think..
if my mum drives me..

im gonna practise now..bye..

im a baka..

hmm yesterday's events are a bit sketchy now..
damn i wanted to update yesterday ..but no time!!
MAN~! so many things due!! and went to badminton =__+ more later..

5 THINGS HAPPEN IN SCHOOL:
1. went late to school.. teacher not care.
2. Chinese ...had to learn Chinese checkeres from a random chinese guy who got angry coz i couldnt understand his mandarin....other ppl doing taichi and eye excersisers. Terry came to translate for me ~!! ANd demonstrate the game,,, with the the other guy. So boring.. they take  like 5 minutes each  for each move.....................>_+ still dont understand..chinese is so boring..still thinking..wen to quit..........
3. hmm free lesson..boring..doing hw.
4. Extended home group ..still doing hw.. then....NG came..asked me wat i thought of his new haircut ....out of 10..i give it 5...was gonna say less...but dont wanna be men...its short and uglier now....newayz.. and sed L's upstairs, i just talk with him! come see with me~!
i said nah.......but then he drag me newayz..hmm L was @ his loka..he was like "this is joy" -______-';;;
okay in CANTONESE......L sed HI..anyway.. i already tlaked to him b4..but NG doesnt know this..omg..so weird..
THen NG said "you know deathnote? I like deathnote! You look like L"!\
omg..now i cant say L around L anymore..stupid NG.
then NG asked wat he was doing and L said goin 2 the toilet...blah..then NG smaked L's as.. =__=|||!!
WTH~!!.then they are like fighting and...hmm *something disgusting here * and then walk off to the toilet 2gether.. =__=""
Im left then...i really h8 NG..
5. near the end of hg.. NG came bak and sed.."do you like him or something?" how many percent or osemthign..
ehh... "he smokes" .. etc.
5. nothing chem and austudy boring..

just need to make lits of five... 5 things  why NG is annoying:
1. he's like a player. with so many girlfriends.
2.He likes guys too..he's like umm gay..
3.he thinks he is better than everyone else and is stucky up..just coz he's from Hk blah blah
4. he ate my lunch once...and stole some lollies from my and my friend.. -__-;
5. umm he told L he look liked L. so rude...

AFTER SCHOOL:

@ 7:30.......?
went to badminton..was there on time~!! hehe only 10 ppl there!
play with sister..not sure if getting better or worse. im still too lazy..
umm then janes friends..leon, claerence and leons gf came..they join...
hmm noone else we knew were there..

then..Pun X. and Jerry came ^o^!! finally someone else from school XD
wen finished sat down..
then jane and then 3 went to play..just by miself. becauase htey had four..
jerry came takled to me..ask me where
i got the racket from..was it FROM HONG KONG????????
i said yeahs~!! REgina bought it for us.

je: how much did it cost?
me: i dunno, she wont tell ...coz she buy it 4 us..
je: wow so good~!
me:hmm yeah
jE: wen r u going back to hong kong?
me: [back???????] hmm dont know...did u go to china last year?
je: no...yes..
me: okay...,..

then lawerence and his brother tim goh come and he talks to them.wait ..
oh then after have to play with some random malay. ppl..really funny.they all talk in Chinese, then Malay then Englis..
i think i heard some cantonese but not sure..meh

sat down..

then went up and play with PUN X. tim and Jerry~~
preety boring must admint..
quckly over..not very hitting..hahah
btw Tim and Lawernce are my second cousins XD from singapore
i was with Tim. @ first match.we lose..haha
Then second  match  swap  partners, since not many ppl  playing..

je: I'll go with that girl
me: -__-;; he stil doesnt know my name even wen i told him 100 times its not JOHN but JOY.
*swap*
je: [catnonese] dont be afraid! we will win!
me: ???

anyway swap..i think lose agian

, then chage with xohn being my partnet now..angry ppl wanna come on, so we move to the court underneath a  broken light..play with XOHn..and win ^o^!

XOhn: hit jerry and get one dollar!

he keeps smashing near jerry hahaahaha.
*jery takes off shirt and has adidas top undernaeth* hhehe puts his jack on a soccer goal behind him*

played for awhile on dark court then move to light court  next to it..then tume for packup T_T
putting away  net..

errsmm jerry4 got his jacket..i know how he feels..haha
so gave it to xohn...
hmm jerry go home iwth xohn.

went in our car..AND IT DIDNT WORK!
 
 omg..called mum..and she got my dad to call the uncle and he came to help us start the car..took an hour,.lcoz my dad went to MARAYLVILLE. instead..he waslike ..u used to play @ maryayltvill allt he time..it cantbe @ glenunga! but my MUM HAD TOLD HIM GLENUNGA.. ahh go home @ 1130..still had chem to do..so tired syated up to 1 doing it...even tho today she didnt even finiish marking it.damn..

y do i write so much?
tuesday.. schoo lboring..badminton boring training..no one saw my jacket..
i mtie be playing for B team..supposed sto be off ...but the b team didnt show up for pracrise..so asked two a team memebrs to fill in..not sure if going..im scared the other ppl will turn up.and it wiill waste yt ime..
then today found out NG has a fight with Ki seok! so weird..


 

hmmm secret blog..
two guys ....NG and Terry ..
.
in esl class while in teh comptuer room were saying something strange stuff in cantonese......

hmm i want to remember these coz they wre funny..

sub. teacher was teliing NG off coz he was running around on swivel chair... then sub. teacher forced him bak 2 to his comptuer..

5 seconds later hs off again~!!

Te: How long do you think it will take for him to get told off again?
me: uhhh sub dont really care that much...they are lazy
Te: i reckon within 5 minutes..

10 seconds later..

"GET BACK TO UR SEAT NG!: I'm GIVING U A PLASTIC CHAIR ! NO MORE SWIVEL FOR You"!

Te: I win~!!

hyper active NG was running around the class..while me and t were talking.

me: NG has so many girlfriends.. he's a player~ [ as in "hoe toon yee cuw lo tai"]
TE: I know~!! He loves talking to all the girls....
Me: he once told me , he met a girl in the aeroplane and got her MSN~~!
TE: He's so crazy la~~! SO many..
NG: Are you guys talking about ME?
Me: nope.....
NG: YES I HEARD YOU
TE: [ so stupid] well she was just saying how u meet the girl on aeroplane
NG: HEY tahts a secret! how did you know?
Me: well duh..u told me ..-_-"
NG: i did............?

so on and on...but the rest is a seceret~!

http://www.petitiononline.com/mod_perl/signed.cgi?jrockaus&1


please go to that link and sign to bring jrock to Australia~!!

Well we are leaving 2moro..at 4 am.. -____-||
in around 10 hours we are going to Japan~! and stay for one nigt then makin away to Hong kong..! Then after going to Guangzhou!!

horrary??

i dont have much money...on around 50 chinese Yuan (from last time). and 115 Yen of JApanese money from my Japanese student..wah..!!

*sigh* so poor..
that remind me i have to deposit some money in my bank acount -_-;

but can't waaa!!
i wanna buy so much stuffs!! XD hehe!!
i have to buy many souevenirs!! hahahha

well cya everyone!! I hope you have a good Christmas and a Happy New yaer!!

I will miss u all!!

^__^~!!

(but maybe i can use my cousins computer?!?!)

ohwell!! Cya!! ^_______^!!

it seems I only post wen its someone b'day...

but this time its about HALLOWEEN!@!

which just happens to be the same day as my sister;s BIRTHDAY!!@@ o(≧∇≦)o

18 years old today!!!

('ω')!!! omg!!

got her weird stuff...the head band is cool hehe.

my family is going to Hong Kong this SUMMER@!

OMGO OMG OGMOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMO x1000

my mum doesn't want to go to JAPAN from HOng KONG she wants to go to SHANGHAI/BEIJING instead!
this sucks very much (´Д｀)"

but hong kong is still okay....!!

but we are going to Guandong/GuangZHou from HK to visit my grandma and cousins!! (crash at their homes) (^-')~

i will have to buy so many souevnirs..but most of all to these ppl:

Thanh
Piyarat
FRancessca
Xu Xumin
FAMILY!! others.etc..

wow havn't been overseas long time.
loooong time!! so that i had to get a new passport..because mine expired last year ^o^!!


so exiceted but havn't really realise yet tho....


!!!
we are going on JAPAN airlines..staying one day in Japan...but thats not enuff (T__T)